To You

To A
I'm not very close with you, but you've once said to me that you were surprised about how you can talk to me about many things, as in you realized that I'm not just a serious person. And yeah, I'm glad that you found that out about me. I cannot really recall any special events with you, we seem to be more of a talk-once-in-a-while friends, not that I dislike it, just that we don't really a strong friendship. Still, I do enjoy your company and you're a nice person. ^^

To B
When I was told about it, at first I didn't believe it, because you knew me. But it happened anyway, and I'm not mad at you. Sometimes things just get out of control and it's no one's fault. I want you to know that I'm still your friend and I care about your happiness. Be happy and that's your payment to me. Haha, because if you're happy, then I know that I can let go. I will always be around if you need me.

To C
I hate the fact that I got closer to you only when you were about to leave. I've stressed many times that you've brought happiness to me, and the amount of happiness during those few months was unimaginable. I was sad when you left, and sorry when we don't talk as much after you left. Sometimes I even felt that I value you more than you value me. That's what I hate about friendship, the unbalance. Anyway, as I always say, try to make the best out of the worst, I try to hang on to the memories that we had together and be happy when we chat on Msn.

To D
You've been a great friend, keeping me accompany when I was lonely, never putting preference over friends, and being honest with me. I really enjoy your company, sometimes although scared, because I can never get things completed when you're here. Haha, but that's good in a way, isn't it? This shows that I put my full concentration on you. I want to say thank you, if it wasn't for you, this half year probably would have sucked, but you were here, so I'm happy. I'm really grateful that you're my friend, and I promise that you have my love :)

To E
Dear E, you've been an amazing friend to me. Once and once again, you never fail to surprise me with your maturity even though you're 2 years younger than me. When I talk to you, sometimes I even feel like I'm younger than you, and you're the one consoling me. Thank you, if it wasn't for you, I wouldn't have been able to understand many things. I've missed you so because you've also left :( But no matter, as long as both of us stay strong, our friendship stays strong.

To F
I think this year we talked less due to the fact that I live in Vietnam and whenever I come back I don't even meet up with you. Still, I don't think it's a big deal because there are relationships that do not disappear just because of time and distance.

To G
You brought me to heaven and then pushed me down to hell. It was a terrible week. I can't really even recall the happy moments that I felt because they make me feel stupid. Sigh~ but it's not even your fault. I was depending on you too much and I let myself do that even though I knew it was dangerous. Now I'm learning to let go, to let go of the past, and to let you go. When 2011 comes, it will be a whole new start.

To H
I feel sorry at our current state. What happened to our friendship? We seem to be people who just say "hi" and "bye". I miss the times when you will come over to my place and we would talk for hours. You used to be one of the first to know about the things that happened to me, but not now. You know that I'm not really a quiet person, that I'm only quiet in front of people who I can't really talk to. Now I'm quiet in front of you, I don't know what we can talk about, I feel as if I can't connect with you. What's wrong?

To I
We don't see each other that much anymore. Well, that's just how it is when we are not in the same country. Maybe I'm not putting enough effort. I feel like I'm losing you and I don't want that to happen. Stay with me, will you?

To J
You too, I feel like I'm losing you :( I don't see you on Msn, and that's how we stay in contact. When I ask you out, you have other plans. Can't you spare time for me? I haven't seen you for months. I truly hope that I can watch the concert with you next year, I really hope so.

To K
I can talk to you for a long time. Sometimes I have the impression that I'm close to you but sometimes I realized that I don't know a lot about you. But anyway, I like spending time with you, sometimes it's funny, sometimes it's thoughtful, sometimes it's relaxing. ^^ You make me happy. Thank you for expressing your concern about it three weeks ago, I really appreciate it.

To L
Sharing secrets with you made us closer, haha. We became really close after, and it's a wonder. We are somehow similar in some ways and I enjoy talking to you. It's..enjoyable. Thanks for supporting me, listening to my complains, and laughing with me. Thanks for being by my side when I needed help and thanks for being an awesome friend. Thank you, thank you, thank you! :)

To M
You know that I don't know how to express love easily. Yes, I'm learning, but I can only express it in front of people who express love a lot. Well, for now I just want to say, be wise when you make decisions, don't just do something just of the pleasure of doing it. Don't be fooled.

To N
I miss you, I miss you, I miss you :( I don't know how long I am going to say these three words, but I think it will go on at least for a few years, probably a minimal of 5 o.O Ahhhh, that does not sound good at all. Anyway, at least we can give each other *pat pat* and *hug hug* across the ocean, right? Haha ^^ I look forward to the next time when we meet again. See you when I see you!

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I believe that friends (although this post includes people other than my friends) play an important role in my life, they help to shape my life, my attitude, my mood, everything. In year 2010, thanks to the fourteen people above, I've experienced joy, sadness, disappointment, moments of laughter, 思念, honesty, hesitation, rants, depression, thoughtful times, etc. Although 2010 wasn't perfect, but I definitely gained a lot in that year. Goodbye 2010, I think I am ready to let you go. Halo 2011, although I don't know what you have to offer to me, but I will try my best to make you a good year, a year where I continue my second year of being an adult. Let's embrace the future with an open mind and a positive attitude! :)