Talking Deep

I was invited for ice-cream yesterday after school

I said yes, but I asked my friends not to wait for me

As I had stuff to do before going there

About 3:15pm, I arrived at Cream and Fudge

Thinking that I will meet only the group of people that I usually hang out with

However, BAM

A whole bunch of grade tens were there

Which was totally unexpected

I sat down, feeling really awkward

I talk a lot to people whom I...I can't explain the feeling

Close? Someone I feel comfortable with? Someone I trust? Someone I like?

Or even the people that are similar to me in some ways?

Maybe combined altogether

Anyway, to those people who are not in the above catogories

Especially those who are very different from me

I don't talk much to them

I seldom talk to them

I rarely talk to them

That's me

Two faced?

Probably

I just present the different me in different situations

Only very few people have seen the whole me

Anyway, back to the topic

People were chatting

I wasn't

I felt awkward

My problem, apparently

At 3:40pm, I left

I had a reason

I had tutor

But even if I didn't have tutor, I think I might leave too

It's just not my type of thing

Most of them were not my type

And most importantly, I wasn't their type

I know, they'll do perfectly without me

And I'm happier without those gatherings

Not that I dislike the other ten graders, I do like them

They are funny and active and talkative

Just that, we belong in different worlds

My student came at 4:15pm

I asked him if he knew about the ice-cream gathering

He knew and asked me whether I wanted to go

I said no and told him that I went

I also said, "I didn't talk."

He was confused, "Why didn't you talk?"

"Have you ever seen me talk to them? I do talk to them, but haven you ever seen me really talk to them?"

He thought for moment, "No. I only see you talk to me, Jenny, and a few others."

We continued talking for a while,

and he said, "You talk deep. Everytime we talk, you talk about something deep."

He said that I talk deep.

I liked that. To me, it was a compliment.

However, I don't talk deep all the time

Some know me better, I am fun at times...I think. Haha

Anyway, I like the way I am

I know I'm the kind of person who mixes well with everyone

I rather have a few friends who are really friends